Stay Out All Night, 'Cause Rest Is For The Dead

I'm going to break down on the first day of school. I've been trying my best to block out all visions of textbooks and planners from my mind. This summer can't end. It's been so amazingly wonderful for me. I don't want to watch the sun sink and drown in the depths of fall. From my fourth of July drama to catching fireflies in the park. To the future excursion to the Warped Tour with all my friend or summer camp nights talking around the fire. This summer is my life. I never want it to end.

To all the friends who make me smile when I'm depressed or hug me for no reason at all... you will always live in summer for me. Let it never die.

Ummmmmmmmm....... wtf?

Ahead Of Me

I wrote this after a particularly sucky day of work. It's a song about staying optimistic. I'm not suicidal by the way.

AHEAD OF ME

When I get sick of this
And I've had just about enough of it
And I just wanna blow my brains out
I don't quit
I just think

{CHORUS}
I won't let myself forget
That this isn't over yet
And it's gunna be pretty great I bet
I won't let myself forget
That this isn't over yet
Just you wait and see
I've got so much more ahead of me

Keeping things sunny side up
Just need a little more OJ in my cup
And I'll be chipper as a new born babe
Fully ready to take on the day
Just you wait and see
All the things I'll show you I can be

{CHORUS}

Another Year Older, and I Still Haven't Given Up

I'm officially seventeen. Woopity doo.

Friendship Is A Lot Like A Beartrap

To start with, sorry for any typos. I'm at a friend's house and am using his wifi to blog off my mp3 player. Like many of my topics, this entry has to do with friends and my ever going quest to understand them. I still don't though. What turns an acquaintance into a friend? What are the qualifications and necessities of being one?
And when is it time to tell your friend that you want nothing to do with them?
I'm having some problems with a few of these questions. It's weird that so much emotion goes into just an idea. We feel the need for this idea, because we all want to be noticed and loved. But beyond that need for human interaction, would there really be any grounds for friendship? Are we all just working at selfish motives and want others to acknowledge our existence?
To all these hollow and depressing questions I have one thing to say: "Who the hell cares?" This idea is real because we made it real. It really seems to mean something because we need it to. Without friendship or love, we break down to the bleak, bare underbelly of the human mind. Which is where our society seems to be heading.
Do yourself and everyone else a favor and don't forget how to feel. Don't forget friendship.